WILL'S SEXI BROTHER

so friday Will's brother, Dylan (17 years old and the sexxiest thing in the world), came before social studies to pick him up (they were leaving for utah for christmas break). And he was wearing a cowboy hat (classic born&raised wyoming boy) with a santa hat over it(so adorable). and in social studies mr. I. asked where Will was and i said (just so katie could hear it) "Will left with his sexy older brother!" but Luke (also sexy) heard me too. and he was all "Will is gonna look like that some day." and he already has started looking like his brother.... but im not that shallow. Will is so sweet and funny. i realy like him. :) but im still not ttly over landon...:(

This is for you, anyone who's still reading.//books

So im sorry i have not been posting lately, things are going out on my control. Let me tell you...
So My dads family lives in Wyoming. Guess where i am. Pinedale, wyoming. population 1400, no mall, no fast food (in the whole county, they want to keep it western , yuck), and one grocery store (ridleys). So im going to pinedale middle school. not just 7&8, but 5&6 graders too. do you know how immature some of those little brats are(5th graders)? I am so glad im going to be in high school next year. I made some new friends: Katie, prycilla, perla,kasey, dulce, chris(kind-of a friend). I really like this guy, Will Nelson, and sometimes i go outside with katie after lunch, so when i come back in perla is a bratt all "yeah, i talked to Will the whole time and you werent here, were like bffs now." I could kill her, what a female dog.
chris is Will's best friend and i sit at the same table as chris in science class. he was wearing a santa hat on friday and i flipped the little fuzzy ball part to the other side of his head, he just flipped it back and grinned, it was cute.
i spent the night with prycilla last night, we had a lot of fun, we played cards and listened to music.
___So i found the best author in the world. her name is sarah dessen. here are some titles of books by her(READ THEM)
This lullaby(fave)
Just listen(fave)
that summer(havent read yet)
keeping the moon (fave)
someone like you
dreamland

im sure there are more that i cant think of......

giving nick a chance

ill give nick a chance. Maybe this is what I need to get me over landon. And if it doesn't maybe I should tell Landon how I feel. But nick and landon are best friends... so if i break up with nick (hopefully i wont have to) he might be mad at me. And my friend Kyra dated him and broke up with him, I'll have to call her and find out why. Now I'm sitting here and listening to "marry me bill" by the 5th dimension. I love that song (don't laugh at me)!

Major Damage Controll

Today Nick and I were supposed to go to the mall after church. I texted him this morning saying that I was too sick to go. I'm actually healthier than I've been in months. I just can't go out with Nick today, I'm too confused! I no it's stupid but I know that the whole time I'm with Nick I'll just be thinking "i wish i was here with landon instead". I'm not even going to church today...I'm too depressed. I'm just going to sit on the couch and watch tv, I would say break out the hagen daz but im on a diet...

the reason i said yes when nick asked me out

so u most likely read the last blog and said "i thought she likes landon?". well my friend.... i realized he only thinks of me as a friend and i have to move on. i cant keep pining over him until im like 19 and hes 20 and he gets married to my bff and im the maid of honor at their wedding! no! i will always love him.....but i cant stay single forever just for him. and i havent had a bf for a really long time just cuz ive always been after the guy who i cant have... *tear*

Everything you need to know in order to be my bff!

I love Edward Cullen
If I had a sea monster I would name it Dan
My eyes are hazel green
I like pens with clicky tops
I DO NOT enjoy riding horses
I watch too much t.v.
I loathe my little brother to the point I do not want to be around him EVER
I want to go to either Tue Lane or Oxford (collages)
I want to live in London
I want to be an author
I read a lot
My dog gets on my nerves (Speedie not Mattie)
I love my cat
I'm bo-no not boy, I'm LANDON crazy
I like to swim
My fave book is twilight
I cant wait for the movie
I wish I were Bella
I like anime
I like manga
People who are not serious like ever get on my nerves more than anything
I use to be normal until i met my friends
Trace Cyrus is HOT!
Edward is hotter!
WEll I guess that's it....OH, and I LOVE sour skittles!!!

How can you tell the defferance between a crush and stalker potental?

I am now waking up at 7:45 so I can text him. He wakes up early so he usually texts me around eight. I hate to wake up and find that there was a txt from like 4 hours ago and he's away from his phone. I get sad when I txt him back a few hours too late and he can't text me back because he is too busy. great....I always wanted to be a stalker (sarcastic)