giving nick a chance

ill give nick a chance. Maybe this is what I need to get me over landon. And if it doesn't maybe I should tell Landon how I feel. But nick and landon are best friends... so if i break up with nick (hopefully i wont have to) he might be mad at me. And my friend Kyra dated him and broke up with him, I'll have to call her and find out why. Now I'm sitting here and listening to "marry me bill" by the 5th dimension. I love that song (don't laugh at me)!

Major Damage Controll

Today Nick and I were supposed to go to the mall after church. I texted him this morning saying that I was too sick to go. I'm actually healthier than I've been in months. I just can't go out with Nick today, I'm too confused! I no it's stupid but I know that the whole time I'm with Nick I'll just be thinking "i wish i was here with landon instead". I'm not even going to church today...I'm too depressed. I'm just going to sit on the couch and watch tv, I would say break out the hagen daz but im on a diet...

the reason i said yes when nick asked me out

so u most likely read the last blog and said "i thought she likes landon?". well my friend.... i realized he only thinks of me as a friend and i have to move on. i cant keep pining over him until im like 19 and hes 20 and he gets married to my bff and im the maid of honor at their wedding! no! i will always love him.....but i cant stay single forever just for him. and i havent had a bf for a really long time just cuz ive always been after the guy who i cant have... *tear*

lifetime movies and chivalry!

I'm watching a lifetime movie. It's called "tell me no lies". It's really good. I feel way better than I did yesterday.

CHIVALRY IS NOT DEAD!!!!!! Guys, next time you decide not to open a door for a girl, think twice!! Just look at eddie! he's so gentlemanly! It's really hot too!! landon is a gentleman. yumm... I'm so bored! ...I love sleeping. yeah i sleep a lot... hmmmm...

Everything you need to know in order to be my bff!

I love Edward Cullen
If I had a sea monster I would name it Dan
My eyes are hazel green
I like pens with clicky tops
I DO NOT enjoy riding horses
I watch too much t.v.
I loathe my little brother to the point I do not want to be around him EVER
I want to go to either Tue Lane or Oxford (collages)
I want to live in London
I want to be an author
I read a lot
My dog gets on my nerves (Speedie not Mattie)
I love my cat
I'm bo-no not boy, I'm LANDON crazy
I like to swim
My fave book is twilight
I cant wait for the movie
I wish I were Bella
I like anime
I like manga
People who are not serious like ever get on my nerves more than anything
I use to be normal until i met my friends
Trace Cyrus is HOT!
Edward is hotter!
WEll I guess that's it....OH, and I LOVE sour skittles!!!